Challenge and Disappointment =(

As salam..

Hola back girl.. =))))


Being nice there?? How does your day goes?? Did you have fun?? Have you ate today?? hurmmm and much much more thingy... what will you feel if the same exact question being asked every and each day without fail???

a. i feel bless and glad.. someone is care for me
b. i will definitely get bored one day
c. don't you have other thing to do rather than asking me the same question everyday???

Basically in relationship, those thing so called care question does need.. it show you are care for your partner.. but if you are not even have that legal relationship yet, you should know your courtesy.. give a space... A girl will need a space.. At age of 24 and 25, there is no more turn back and go around playing puppy love anymore..

WELL..

i do feel that stupid hell of boring  =(  feel in relationship.. it a challenge tho cause even if you say so, you still have a very deep feeling for the same person ain't?? and quite disappointed when you feeling is being ignore.. does man don't understand that girl need a space too?? things will not go smoothly and just as you plan.. challenge will come.. how you face it?? i hate this... =(

Why does man always think that they need to do all that stuff when we do not need that?? yes! they care... i get it.. but daily is not my option tho.. eventually, i need my single space before im attach.. i totally need that.. ANd i still know my limit.. dont they trust US????

i can mumble around yet no one will care.. i just hope he knows what i felt.. i never meant not to appreciate him in my life but this is me.. yes i am trying to be the best girl for him.. cant he just be with me.. dont expect to be what he expect me to be in one day.. i am a human too.. i do have feeling.. and it hurts me... =(

be there.. just enough for.. be here just enough for. dont just come and see me tell me that you missed me.. i dont want any puppy love.. we date because we missed each other.. i dont say i dont miss you right??? i just wanna have a mature relationship. dont be just missing me around every time.. show me you also have your own life... cause i am missing you but i never forget you.. yet i am that badly wanna see you cause i know that not a right thing to do... so cant you understand that?? well if you dont.. i"ll say i pass this.. i follow your flow then.. 

SO much for other.. less for me.. human woman girl.. i want to be happy... please let me be happy with you.. not that kind of miserable thought.. i heart you mister ex-banker..

ps: love is fragile.. restore it, hold it.. keep it.. let it be in yourself within the effection not your action.. unless you are then halal for her.. 

x.o.x.o